i preferred to be called jessie. i have good and bad days. it took a lot of bad days for me to figure out just how important my family is to me. i have tons of family. extended family times ten. i love my grandma and my grandpa as if they were my parents. i will never understand kids who aren't close to their grandparents. i grew up in a small town about forty-five minutes from fresno. i am use to being around family and there being a lot of noise. i tend to be super quiet around people that i don't know. i usually don't talk to strangers unless they talk to me first. i love hugging certain people. i hate calling people, because i always feel like i am bugging them. i live near the tower, but i rarely hang out there. i got two brothers and two sisters, i am the fourth kid and middle girl. i am twenty but i act like i am fourteen. i am scared of the dark and scary movies. i get lost in books all the time. i write my feelings and thoughts onto paper everyday, but that never seems to be enough. i like boys who can play the piano or geetar. i always got my eye on boys with nice hair, lips and eyes. i like surprise phone calls and hand written letters. i am content with being alone. i cry when i see hospitals and hospital scenes in movies. i am always on aim, but i am always away. i don't mind recommending bands and songs to people, i tend to do it a lot. i big plans and dreams in this small world. i make a lot of typos and miss words, forgive me, i think too fast for my own good. i am in love with this one amazing boy. he means the world to me. more later. the end. xo

Quoting Lyrics & People, Watching Movies, Reading Poetry, Wishing On Stars. 11:11 Wishes, Being Obsessed With The Goonies. Sleeping In. Watching The Rain, Coloring In Color Books, Dinosaurs. Drawing Hearts & Stars, Reading Novels, Road Trips, Local Band Shows, Care Bears, Home Made Cards, Jet Black Hair, Green Eyes, Messager Bags, Dirty Sneakers, Hoodies, The Smell Of Clean Clothes & Blankets, Buying New Cds, Learning HTML, Making Birthday Cards, Boys Who Play The Piano, Long Phone Calls, Suprise Phone Calls, Walks In The Rain, Hand Written Letters, Black & White Pictures, Robots, Jones Soda, Cameras, Watching Fireworks. God. Short Stories, Learning Facts, Family Time, Friend Hangz, Meeting New People, Crushes, Dreams.

read myspace for the full list., but always:, dashboard cofessional., fall out boy., augustana., kevin devine., brand new., taking back sunday., saves the day., underOATH., senses fail., plainw white t's., portishead., bjork., cobra starship., gym class heros., paramore., something coprate., jack's mannequin., etc.

read myspace for the full list., but always:, release the bats., the goonies., the sandlost., don't tell mom the babysitter's dead., it., cujo., a bronx tale., scarface., the little mermaid., etc.

read myspace for the full list., but always:, gilmore girls., seventh heaven., everwood., degrassi., er., made., anything on the history, discovery and abc family channel., etc.

read myspace for the full list., but always:, the boy with a thorn in his side., a streetcar named desire., auntie mame., i know why the caged bird sings., the bible., the notebook., etc.